The reluctant hero.

"I am most definitely not a hero.A hero..I am not".
It so happened .. It was many years ago that a family waited
for the return ferry to take them back to Mumbai ,then Bombay.
They had spent the day exploring the Elephanta caves.
It had been a day full of laughter and happiness.
Tiring but fun.
The daughter of the family stood a bit apart..
the mother and son together as they looked back at the day.
Suddenly out of nowhere ..a big sturdy ferocious looking bull
charged..and went straight for the girl staring fascinated at
the sea..lost in her thoughts.
As suddenly her father ran to catch the bull by the very horns.
Everything hung in balance for the heartbeat of
that interminable minute.
And the bull was forced to change direction.
Everyone was safe..specially that little girl..
Courage.

goodbye :lyrics and chords: Airsupply

can see the pain living in your eyes
And i know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and i sympathize
And i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life


(chorus)
F#m-Bm-Em-A
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong


( D-F#m-Bm-G-A7)
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye

( D-F#m-Bm-G-A7 )
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

( D-F#m-Bm-G-A7 )
(chorus) you would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say good-bye

at 12:34 PM



Anne murray-you are my sunshine

Don't you hit her.

This is a true story.This is not my story

but perhaps mine to tell.

She is a city girl married to a small town boy.

A small town boy who had too many

insecurities to ever grow into a confident

man and a responsible husband.

Whenever he felt less confident by the sheer

presence of his well educated charming wife ,

he would fly into an uncontrollable rage.He hit her, hard and often,later repent

...even cry.

She would forgive him and carry on.It was now a pattern.

She knew it wasn't right.She knew she should fight.
But she thought continuously of her old and aging

parents who were content that she was a married woman.

She lived .Lonely.Broken .Alone.Conceived.Delivered a child.

When she held her baby in her arms,she felt emotion ..

after a long while ,she felt alive.

Things improved for a while but returned to normal.

Normal meant brutal and violent.Counselling

was out of question.Psychiatric help a dirty phrase.

She was alone in this...all alone.

Once while she attended a call from a colleague ,

the baby began to cry.He picked her up,

the defenseless child and began to shake in

a violent jealous rage,ready to throw her.

Don't you hit her,a scream tore through her mind.

She knew..tomorrow she will walk out...

Divorce.A good word in a bad marriage.Courage

an evening in sonmarg

Memory of an evening..



Sonmarg,2010.



I had sat down



by a lonely shepherd



in the lush pastures



of sonmarg



under the shadow of



the Thajwas glacier.



He did not say much.



However , i still remember all he said..





It is beautiful..this valley,my home.But it is not easy to live here.



We fight with the elements,it is a tough ride all the way to summer.



And our children,they suffer for there is no school for them ,no college,



no education...our life is uncertain for there is no peace here.



Our home,this valley..we love it..
it has beauty but it has no peace.
What is beauty without peace?
We do not know if our children would live
to see the coming season
or will be stolen away by all the forces here.To face
each day...we do not know how we face one day
after the other..his voice broke shattering
the silence in to a million pieces..
Terrorism and counter terrorism..i understood.
Courage
That night the moon was full and i have probably never
seen anything more beautiful then moonlight in Sonmarg.
Was there peace...i do not recall if i slept that night...

solitary cell and freedom

This is a remnant of my visit to Port Blair..

An encounter with the cellular jail...

To come face to face with a shared past ...so harsh...so inhuman.

Of a hostile climate...a demoniac jailer and the brave men who were

incarcerated there,not criminals...freedom fighters.

men of principles and ideals...one in particular..

Mahavir Singh Lahore Conspiracy Case ( 1929-1930)
Born 16th September 1908, Shahpur, Tahala- Etah, U.P.,s/o Kunwar Devi Singh.

Was a student D.A.V. College, Kanpur. Joined H.S.R.A.

Drove the car by which Bhagat Singhand Rajguru escaped.

After gunning down Saunders. Arrested in the summer of 1929.

Sentenced to transportation to life. Deported to the Andamans.

Participated in the first hunger strike and fell victim to the brutal force feeding process.

He died 17th May 1933.

He went on a hunger strike.He was force fed.He resisted and lost his life.

To step into that very cell,to face all that those men had given up so that

India could be free..

Courage.

after so many years i picked up my courage to pick up my brush again!

Who are the Fukushima 50?

This is a true story. This is not my story but perhaps mine to tell. This is the story of fifty brave men... "The Fukushima 50" are fifty Japanese nuclear workers, among them retirees, who volunteered to stay behind at the Fukushima I Nuclear Power Plant to prevent a nuclear meltdown and prevent a global catastrophe after their country was rocked by two natural disasters; an earthquake and a tsunami.Before the crisis, they were seen as ordinary nuclear plant workers with normal careers, but their selflessness and love for their families, nation, and the world motivated them to risk their lives and lifelong health to save Japan and possibly the entire Pacific region. These are fathers, brothers, uncles, and neighbors. One woman said on Twitter that her 59-year-old father volunteered to help out at the nuclear site after working for an electric company for four decades and is six months away from retiring. He told his daughter, "The future of the nuclear plant depends on how we resolve this crisis. I feel it's my mission to help." Many hail them as heroes and see them as the modern embodiment of Japan's old Samurai caste. The Samurai were expected to sacrifice everything for the sake of their mission or lord, even if it meant dying in the process. Ignoring the threat of death, the Samurai would rush into battle, and in the same way, the Fukushima 50 rushed to volunteer and stay behind to avert catastrophe, even if it meant a slow and painful death from radiation poisoning. On one hand, the 50, who have since been joined by 150 others, are all that's right in the world, true symbols of selflessness and sacrifice for the greater good. On the other, they're also sad reminders of the horror Japan's recent tsunami wrought—five of the men are already presumed dead, and others have said they're certain the radiation will kill them eventually. The men's brief messages home have been chilling in their beautiful simplicity and frankness: "Please continue to live well," one of the 50 wrote in an e-mail to his wife. "I cannot come home for a while." Courage!

Eco-logical ....essentially.

This is a true story. This is not my story but perhaps mine to tell. This is about two young people... committed to cause and motivated from within. How ever they said that it was not about them but other people who are are even more so.. Before the story...a statement. A statement of fact. As recently as the early 1980′s, there were approximately 40 million vultures in India, comprised of nine species. Now there are only 60,000 of these important scavengers left.The most effective cause is the use of a banned drug Diclofenac. In the course of treatment, if the cattle dies, and the vultures scavenge on these, it leads to the dehydration, visceral gout, and kidney failure in vultures within a few days. Experimentally it is established that even if less than 1% carcasses contains diclofenac, it can lead to such a drastic decline. The grim picture is that over 10% of the carcasses have prevalence of diclofenac. Captive breeding efforts are in progress, the last hope of saving these birds from extinction. But do we know and do we care? And do we care enough? We may not but there are people who do. So these two people gave up the comforts of home and ease of big city and travelled all the way to the inner regions of rajasthan. Leaving the bed at the crack of dawn ,observing, taking inventories and after a long back breaking day of covering miles filling up endless stream of entering and organizing data. learning about real life...they said it was how people live ...tough lives. If we have one earth and we don't care enough to preserve it and protect all that is ours.....what do we live for...they said. Courage.

Even Eagles Need A Push Movie

UNICEF India - Real lives - UNICEF supports teenaged tsunami survivor to bring smiles on children’s faces

UNICEF India - Real lives - UNICEF supports teenaged tsunami survivor to bring smiles on children’s faces

The girl who grew up to fly.

This is a true story.

This is not my story but mine , perhaps, to tell.

This is about this young woman pilot...who said that it was not about her

but about being part of a team...who said it was about people...

real people who were suffering who were stranded ..

and who deserved to get home.

Libya,2011,strife and trouble and common people caught into the crossfire.

Women and children stranded in the middle of nowhere with not a hope of

getting home.

This is about the glimmer of hope brought to those in distress by this

young woman pilot and similarly minded team of pilots and aircrew

who flew a remarkably long distance to bring them back home.

Rescue Operations for Indians from Libya were continuing and till now

about nine thousands people been brought to India from Libya.

Special flights are being provided from Tripoli,Sebha and from also

Tunisia to bring Indians to their native.Hundreds of peoples came via Dubai .

Chartered flights also been provided from Tunisia to recover the Indians.

The Operation which is known as "Operation Safe Homecoming" began

to evacuate the Indians from Libya.Its been in news that many Indians

are also trying to escape by road to Egypt ,those people been helped by

the Indians official to stay in Cairo and booked flights for them to come

home safely.

The Kingfisher Airlines decided to provide Air crafts to bring people to India.

As this young woman pilot said...

it was about the first smile the rescued children smiled..

Courage!

The story of Ray

This is a true story. This is not my story but perhaps mine to tell. The land of the rising sun and cherry blossoms, an island surrounded by waves , waves that wander waves that sing , waves that we know , and sometimes not, the force they are , the joy they bring. Common people /ordinary lives....The daily grind of the daily lives,the life and the world as we know. An ordinary day in the life of the ordinary joe.. The men and women going about the business of their daily lives. The men living the daily business of work ,fathers and grandfathers taking care of their families,engineers ,carpenters,electricians ,taking care of their work. here in the very heart of MINAMISANRIKU lives and works the good doctor, dedicated to his profession,devoted to his duty. Every day he went to work on the fifth floor of the hospital.. every night he returned home to his wife who was expecting a child. The women,giving ,caring,making life go on.The good doctor and his wife planned for a future full of joy and happiness. For their home was ready to ring with the cries and the laughter of their yet to be born child and their life waiting to be fulfilled. Because that is what a child is , happiness ,joy..life itself. Existing in world of wonder...dreaming. However if yesterday is good,it is not necessary that today will be better. Anything can happen today. Disaster can strike any hour and scream death and destruction. death from the core of the earth ,the core that clashed and crashed and moved ad built up in a terrible wild movement...It happened on Friday, March 11. A massive earthquake hit the north east of Japan causing a powerful tsunami. A huge 8.9 magnitude earthquake hit Japan in Tokyo at 05.46 am on Friday morning. The huge earthquake shook Japan, unleashing a powerful tsunami that sent ships crashing into the shore and carried cars through the streets of coastal towns. Officials said that the waves from the tsunami were a high as 10m (33ft). The earthquake has destroyed Tokyo's Disneyland car park and caused severe fires in the surrounding area, including one at an oil refinery. The number of people killed continued rising.There were aftershocks shaking the area since the quake hit that morning, including one tremor in particular that was felt in Beijing: almost 1,500 miles away from the epicentre. And the toll continued to rise. Doctor Takeshi Kano was working when the building was hit by a wave which reached the fourth floor.despite the imminent birth of his child ,he stayed there treating the tsunami victims .Meanwhile the devastation remained on rampage claiming lives.. From the ashes of burnt houses ...from the rubble of fallen down cities there rose a strong prayer...it swept through the land. Dr kano worked relentlessly on the fifth floor of the hospital,while the wild killing waves ...they kicked a storm even at the fourth floor...equally relentless. All the time wondering if his wife was alive and well, was his about to be born baby safe.. Tsunami roared on oblivious to the turmoil within..claiming innumerable lives. Yet the indomitable human will...to survive..against all odds. Courage lies in the fact that he worked all through for the good of the people ...selflessly. Naming his baby Ray because a newborn baby brings hope...

Hero of the Day: "Maria Aguinda et al"

Hero of the Day: "Maria Aguinda et al"

I hope you dance lyrics

Life Is Like A Cup of Coffee - Inspirational Video Movie

Imagine- John Lennon(Lyrics)

candle in the wind

i was stunned into silence....and rightly so....in a world of selfishness ,greed and meaninglessness such words could only be received in silence..

so i asked...what exactly is this fellowship?

a vivacious bright lively girl and this dynamo of a young man...ready to live without the comfort of home ,the amenities of city,the life that is not only easy but one that does not challenge ne to leave their comfort zone..i was puzzled.

a bright smile and a burst of life....work with the the deprived and marginalised sections of society,that is what,we would be working on socially relevant projects..

i still did not get it...

work with the people..for the people..on projects...inner regions of rajasthan and gujarat..

i understood finally.

Courage of convictions....

Courage!

inferno

Chhampa was alone at home.
Home meant a tenement of dried grass ,unbaked bricks and whatever material came to hand.
a child by age ,an adult by responsibility..she would do all housework ,take care of her younger sister and wait for her parents to come home,both casual labourers.
Probably her life was very tough but she was too busy to have realised it.

While she was out gathering wood for the earthen oven or chulha,she happened to turn back and look back.The sight scorched her eyes.The kaccha hut that was home was in flames.In the arms of those flames was her baby sister,just seven months old.

Neither did she hesitate ,nor think twice.
All thoughts rushed to the little girl inside...and this little girl rushed in ...from the safe outside to the heart of this inferno..
Chhampa rushed into her burning hut to rescue her seven month-old sister. She died trying to save her sibling, who could not escape the fire either.
Courage!
Chhampa was the recipient of the president's bravery award on the republic day..posthumously.

say...hello!

Bright...smart....a good actor!
Shall i call him Brian and get on with my story...a real story.
Brian is smart and intelligent.
Yet he had never done what is called public speaking.
So he said...
Can i do it?
i am nervous ,oh so nervous,what if say something that should not be said,what if i say nothing,just freeze,the questions attacked him from all sides.

Never has one seen such meticulous organisation,such amazing hard work and such clarity of thought....such a war mounted to vanquish the enemy..
Public speaking is a brave thing ...always.But this time it was even a braver thing as this teenager fought against his very own personal hesitations and mind blocks .He understood that he had travelled a long distance and lost the sense of his true self.From that day he began the journey that he was to undertake to begin his own winning journey and all that he had was his live-wire self.Brian took the first step .He walked to the podium and conducted the complete programme flawlessly...single handed.
He simply picked up the mic and spoke.....his first hello to his new self!
Courage!

Triple Aces- This World ft Cha-D (DESI RAP)

allow me

i came across this statement today.
it came from a very quiet girl in a situation of being a part of dominating relationships...her family and her boy friend ..

however what she said was amazing...
i am what i am.
you can accept me or you can reject me.
that is your prerogative and your preference.
you can like me or dislike me.i have no say in the matter...

you can love me or hate me..
however you must accept me the way i am.
you can not change me.

if you can not accept me the way i want to be 'me'
allow me to walk away.

never having spoken up before...her voice initially timid..
grew in strength..
courage!

Courage Is - The Strange Familiar [Full Song]

COURAGE (OSHO Meditation Minutes)

the soul of it all

courage
diving the deep sea
climbing the highest mountain

battling the elements
battling within

doing more than that is required
loving with all you have

fighting illness
without and within

living
accepting
crying honest
laughing

killing toxicity
saying yes
always
to life

always
the soul of it all..

Guardian Angel

We Are One - Lion King 2 - With Lyrics

an angel

..... i hear.. everyone gets their own personal angel

you
i guess
are mine

with your
drinking and smoking
with your
wild and weird ways
with your
crazy streak of thought
in your
own wicked daze

in devil's charm
cool yet warm


night and day
all that you say

your voice
your voice
it strikes my heart
enters deep inside

heady as wine

you are for me
sun shine

starshine

i guess

everyone has their own personal angel


you
i know
are mine!

you and i

the sky would shatter
the sea would storm and splatter
the stars would break in a million pieces
shoot across the living room terrace
the glass of the lamp burning so steadily would explode

i expected so..
the stars threw their flares across the ceiling but quietly
and quiet stayed the sky
no one shared
the moment
but you and i....

He wishes for the cloths of heaven

if

If
tomorrow
was
another
day

i would have dreamed this night away

stepping barefoot on the wet grass

walking the winding streets

singing the wold my heart my love my song

touch a star

wish
ask for an impossible dream

that holds me togather

deep that would stay

if
tomorrow
was
another
day.

The moment of truth

The Moment Of Truth

time and age would separate us life would drive a wedge between your heart and mine
i could i assume
i could share love with you
i could share more..

but you being you
i being i
it would never be so
these moments
together
change to dust
and not a single eye would shed a single tear

no heart would ever miss a single beat
and it will be as it as it must

right here right now we will dream a single dream
of better things
when these dreams are but faint memories
we will smile a twisted smile
say it was so
but for a while

wonder perhaps
is this the moment of truth...
or was that the one
perhaps
tell ourselves
none
truth is not easy..neither is love.

Carrie Underwood - I'll Stand By You

the unsaid.

words never uttered words left unsaid
say ever more than whatever is said
luncheons dinners teas cocktails empty chatter
filling up moments cover naked faces
bridge unbridgeable roads fill vacant spaces

to lie to cheat to beat time
hold meaningless smiles in correct places
so it doesn't slip and doesn't say
whatever be the price ready to pay
hide hide and never find

stay hidden in words we never say...

sadness

it happens
it happens to all of us
look
these crying eyes shuttered in their fears
we believe
this moment we hold so dear
will never be lost
this smile that is now will always be
from a closed fist sand slipping away
time
happiness
these moments vanish without a trace
and we are
like others
we realize
it happens
but after
a mirror that reflects
later...dimly the crying eyes...
it happens to all of us.