Friday, April 17, 2009

the road ahead...the road behind...


life is born anew each day...always changing...always moving on.


Each day is one that never will be again....life never repeats itself...


to be afraid of change is not only ridiculous ,it defies the basic principle of life..change.


to be alive to possibility of change ,to accept it ,to live it ....is the only way to live..




those who are not defeated by it...those who are willing to change and to be the change are the true heroes...without giving up all that has been..




that does not mean that what has gone before has no value...it is the foundation of all change...


life does not exist in reaching ...but in the journey...


to win over the road ahead...to remember the road behind!

reflections.


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Monday, November 24, 2008

monster under my bed..

beneath the macho exterior , gruff voice and a rough manner hid a sensitive soul..
it had been a long day today...long but exciting ,tough but terrific.
Vinnie had been out camping with his mates , he had climbed up a steep hill without missing a beat ,he had dropped down the rock face in record time....through out the day he'd had been leading from the front.And doing it well.

now the last log had died glowing red in the bonfire ....the songs had been sung,the stories exchanged, the backs patted, the ghost story told..

the doors were all closed ,the wind howling along the jackals or was it only the jackals and no wind?all his mates were snug in their sleeping bags..so was he ,or seemed to be or should have been!

he could not sleep.
he could hear the wind wailing in the trees , he could see strange shadows on the walls of the wooden lodge ,he could feel his heart thumping....ghosts...lost souls....intangible monsters and all the things that go bump in the night were lurking slinking roving rambling prowling around ready to grab attack assault maul him if he moved a limb.he knew it .he could feel it.

he was awake and lonely in his wakefulness.his throat was dry and he needed a drink of water.but...he was in the attic of the lodge and the water was down the stairs..

he would die of thirst...
he would die of fear...
he tried to wake one of his friends , he grunted ,turned over and would not wake up...not at all.
perched on the top of the mountain,in the morning ,he had been scared but he had forgotten about his fear once he had taken the first step up!
he recalled it, he was scared now but maybe he would forget his fear once he would take his first step down.
he was trembling but he got up ..
he would definitely not die of thirst...
he thought and this thought brought a smile to him....and he was downstairs.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

drop down the mountain...

Kerry is a cheerful, fun loving and a cool girl.
At the moment she was neither cheerful nor fun loving.She felt far from cool.In fact she was a bundle of nerves.Her hands were clammy .Her heart was hammering away in her chest .She had never been so scared in all of her sixteen years.Convinced that she was going to die in a few minutes , she was clinging to the rope that was her only link to safety, with all her might.
She had woken up in the morning with her usual exuberant smile.Even more cheerful than other days since she was going for team building activities with her school mates to an adventure camp in the Aravalli hills.The bus ride had been full of masti and unadulterated fun.They had all been looking forward to the rest of the day with anticipation..

Time for her to rappel down the rock face..a sheer drop...some seventy feet down...
Harness in place..rope tested...helmet buckled...instruction over.
Fear struck.
Kerry was immobile with fear.
Frozen on the ledge from where she had to rappel down ,she decided that she definitely did not want to do this...never ...never ever...she would ask the instructor to pull her up.

She could hear the cheering of her team ,they were calling out her name ,encouraging her to go on.She could hear them shouting her name over and over again......and again.
Her team would lose if she backed out.
She called out to the instructor to ask him to pull her up.
She heard herself say OK .
The rope began to slide down and she was rappelling down...trembling shivering scared.When her feet touched solid earth ,she could not stand up straight.She was surrounded by her team mates ,caught in a group hug,she did not recall how afraid she had been a few minutes ago...
she just could not!
i call her a hero.